Cynical and indifferent

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XAVIER PANG AND SAMUEL L JACKSON (MACE WINDU)

I haf this strong feeling that Miss R may not come for this year's Christmas family gathering on Saturday... I won't be surprised, cos I know she will be damn busy wif scripts and filming anyway. At least I will still get to celebrate Christmas wif my nephew and other relatives. I certainly don't need her to make my Christmas special every year... given the fact that she had already missed out on the annual parties for the past 2 years. Besides, I haf already found a better way to make this Christmas special (wif another favourite, who IMHO is much sweeter than Miss R). Whether or not she and her folks will be able to make it for this upcoming gathering doesn't seem to matter wif me anymore... I'll still be satisfied wif their choice and move on. I won't get depressed over that anymore, like what i did 2 years back. For I already saw her weeks ago at St James Power Station and, I know I will definitely see her again someday in the near future.
A song in dedication to her as well as to my friends... a song sung by Joakim Gomez in the Singapore Idol Number Ones Spectaculars.

LONELY NO MORE by Rob Thomas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tV5Iu2s5qYU (Don't u think he kinda looks like Dave Batista in the music video?)
Link to Rob Thomas' data profile: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rob_Thomas_(musician)
Link to Matchbox Twenty data profile:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matchbox_twenty

Now it seems to me that you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else
Can you swear to me that you'll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever baby

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be lonely no more
I don't wanna have to pay for this
I don't want to know the lover at my door
It's just another heartache on my list
I don't wanna be angry no more
You know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

Woah, woah, woah, oh woah
Woah, woah, woah, oh woah

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend
Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends
And you sing to me and it's harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything, just to get you back again
Why can't we just try

[Chorus]

Woah, woah, woah, oh woah
Woah, woah, woah

What if I was good to you, what if you were good to me?
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me?
What if it was paradise, what if we were symphonies?
What if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you...

[Chorus]

Woah, woah, woah, oh woah
Woah, woah, woah, oh woah
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Woah woah woah oh woah
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
Woah woah woah oh woah
I don't wanna be lonely anymore